Just going to use this space to say, I spend so much time beating myself about how much of a bitch I can be especially when I’m drunk which I am sure you all know. I literally spend hours criticising every inch of my body, and hating myself.
But like I’m actually a pretty amazing person… I have literally decided to dedicate my whole career to looking after other people. I love helping other people I have four jobs literally all helping others. I don’t even work for the money even though I complain about it (who doesn’t) I do it to see smiles on people’s faces or see someone improve or know that something will change because of my small dot of an existence. I think thats pretty awesome.
I take so much pressure from my home situation and manage to carry on. I’ve suffered so much over the past year and I’m sat here with a degree nearly finished my NVQ and waiting to start my OT Masters…
I am also a great if not sometimes absent friend. If someone needs me I’m literally there. People who have just met me pour out their hearts to me and I always actually care and try my best to help.
I am also pretty fun, like I mean some of the things I do and say are STUPID as hell. But they do make people smile. Including myself as I like to laugh at my own jokes… My dancing on nights out make nights out. I’m a great mover.
Just wanted to share my good points….
Also I have proper nice long thick auburn (yes not ginger) and big brown eyes so yeah I’m like kind of pretty…
COZ IF YOU DON’T LOVE YOUR SELF HOW IN THE HELLL YOU GONNA LOVE SOMEBODY ELSE, CAN I GET AN AMEN UP IN HERE?!